Miss Carmen :))

2009-10-10T23:53:00.002+08:00

not only my heart, i'm break into pieces.

2009-10-09T21:23:00.005+08:00

Crystal's Leaving

I know i know. It's been such a long time I didn't blog anything. I'll just become lazy when it comes to blogging. I'm sorry. Yet this post should be blogged a month ago and I keep on postponing it until NOW! I'M GOING TO DO IT!!!

Crystal left to Switzerland a month ago. We planned to get her something costful since we can't celebrate her birthday for her but end up with we made an album which is full of the memories. We made the album during class. Everyone is busy making album more than having lesson. It's a rainy day on the day she left. Jesbelle drove so many of us, me, Joey, Joanne, Jesbelle's sis, Bolo, Susan and Kingston. Including the driver, it will be like 8 ppl inside a car. I wonder did I miscounting anyone? LOL.

We don't want to drop tears. But the girl who left drop shedding tears when she red the album, so you know what happened next on. Everyone's tears started to drop too. I even run to the corner so I won't cry badly =(

Take care at Switzerland. It's been a month you had left. I'm sure you had settle down everything. Good luck babe.

I'm busy redo-ing the cover while they're featuring what had drew in the inner page.

See, I'm not lying.

On the left one, is the back cover. And on the right one, is the front cover. We changed the design. This is obviously not done yet.

Group photo is always the must.

Yet it will never end up with one photo only.

No one will ever say STOP!

Jesbelle is way too happy I think.

weirdo on-the-go

I told you. We never miss out the group photo session.

Had a small chit chat session before she go on board. ( like Lean is the one who leave *lol* )

I posted this photo just to show the final work of our album. LOL

I'm posting this because I like it. ahahahhahahaa.

The end.

2009-09-20T15:36:00.003+08:00

I'm Aunty Carmen!!!

Yay! I'm Aunty Carmen from 19.09.2009 on. I got a baby niece now!!! Mum called me while I'm watching movie in the cinema telling me my cuzzie had give birth a baby girl. How I wish I can rush to the hospital and visit them. I can't wait to go visit them. Mr Choo or maybe Chu, please swear that you'll take good care both of them. They are my precious one for my eternal life. You know I'll break your bone if you're treating them ina bad way. Behave!!!

so cute so cute. exactly like my cousin.

p/s: though I'm leaving to UK next year, but please do remember to bank in me my angpau during CNY. I'll appreciate it. Thanks =))))

2009-09-12T17:39:00.005+08:00

Ian last clubbing night @ FireFly, Time Square

omg omg omg

now then I realised all those photos which I uploaded to flickr then post it in my blog in the few previous post is gone. Everything is because of my stupidness. I deleted those photos in flickr so it's gone too in my blog. LOL. Due to my laziness, I'm not going to repost it again. So, just read at the post without any photos providing. I'm sorry.

This post is like a freaking history now since it happened on the last Saturday if I'm not mistaken. As my topic had mention, it's Ian last clubbing night before he leave and go back to the United Kingdom. I bet it's his happiest night ever on that night. You know I know =p

We went to FireFly quite early, it's not a usual clubbing time yet. Joey came to my house before Ian came to pick us up then to pick Lean from a friend's birthday party. Many things freaking us out happened on that night. Met many friends and get new friends =) Some random guy on the next table is trying to flirt and we're trying to run away from him. Everyone is getting tipsy on the middle of the night. Started to walking in and out to get some fresh air.

Something seriously freaking us out. Ian locked his own car key inside the car. Gosh! How silly is he right? Forgive him since he is way too happy on that night. You know I know again =p

P/S: there won't be much photos as I didn't bring my camera on that night. Just a few entertaining photos. Be my guest =)

We ran into the washroom once we reached the club and started to take tonnes of photo.

Ohhhhhhhhh, baby says he loves this outfit.

Joey.me.Lean

She loves photography.

Not to miss out, she loves photography too.

He is hype. Like a gigolo. *please don't get mad. I'm kidding =p*

I told you, someone is getting tipsy and hell happy on that night. Say THANKS to me Ian Lim.

Someone is bringing a sexy chest. Whoots! Not to forget, his name is Channon Chai, single and available.

Ending up this post with a kiss.

I bet you had a great night Ian Lim. Will see you again soon =)

2009-09-01T18:19:00.008+08:00

Crystal's farewell party @ Tatu Restaurant

Nowadays, I'm getting lazier and lazier to blog. It always need to take me few hours for a post. But I need to be an efficient blogger today since there's tonnes of photo with me now and they're rushing me.

The farewell happened on the Sunday night. I purposely rush back from Singapore on the morning just for this Girls' Night. Look! I'm real good and so full-hearted. *evil grin*

Well, we know each other since we're young, I think during the primary. But then we never get close until last year. It's our first time get into the same class and know each other more and more. As I've actually mentioned it many time in my previous post, she is leaving to Switzerland and it's tomorrow.

That's why we planned for a last night out before she leaves. Have a safe journey and will see you real soon again. We heart you =)

Joanne came early to my house around 4pm as she said that she got no transport after 4pm. That's why she roll down from Kolombong to get a free drive =p

As I thought Bolo had leave to Beach Hotel so I decided to rush and go earlier. Who knows she went to Crystal's house first. Me and Joanne are the first who reached. So, we decided to walk around and we found so many romantic spot. Baby, we should come here someday <3

p/s: Did you notice that I'm not wearing the heels properly? LOL. We took it off while walking around, and I'm wearing Joanne's heels while she is wearing mine =p

To make sure there's somewhere easier to find and meet up, we chose the washroom. LOL. That's what girls always do. I think we spent an hour inside the washroom talk and you know, camwhoring.

This photo is blur but I love it. It cover up all my ugly spot.

If there's self-capturing, there will sure bounce out another one in your photo too.

Finally, they came. Luckily, they came in three. You never know how long do you need to wait for everyone reached. Please feel sincere if they didn't put your plane.

I think I never take photo with her. Or maybe just once or twice?

She loves taking pictures with the "props".

And this sorts of pose too.

Here comes Tatu. Lean with her starter before she mess it up.

Finally Joey is here, she is late again. As always. But I think is better than not present.

Bolo with her dessert.

She licked it after finishing it.

While Lean is looking at her with such face. What? Nah....

I'm still with my second round's main course while they had start with their dessert. tsk tsk tsk..

Joanne, Joey, Bolo, Lean, me, Crystal.

Lean with her dessert while I'm disturbing behind.

We took photo below with self timer.

That's how the self timer treated us while we're fooling around again.

They're the Gucci lover yet the promoter too. Don't ever try to doubt it!

Crystal Crystal.

She extended her hair and I dyed my hair. Spot it?

I adore her.

Joey Lee. Presenting the Lion Dance show.

Guys must be stopping here for a few second. She is bringing sexy back and hot body figure. Seducing not?

After the dinner, went to FireFly with Joey and Lean while Ian pick us up from Beach Hotel. But then we stood there for an hour and no seats at all. It's way too pack. So, we ended up at Shenanigan. No fun yet my heels are killing me slowly.

I love this photo. Joey and Ian. Both of them are single. Interested? Leave a tag. Haha.

Ian says he loves this photo.

Alright. Finally done with my post. Facebook now. GOSH!!!

2009-08-18T10:58:00.003+08:00

Happy 14th Monthsary

This post is specially dedicated to Mr Donovan Chin aka my only baby boy =)

We had been together for 14 month (not to count the breaking up period). Not too long yet not too short. It's the 14th month we get together and we know each other. It's like WTF for the others, even me too. We get together through friendster and I thought it will end up before you come back from Brisbane. But everything is far higher than I had expected. We still came to be together until now.

During this period, we encountered many difficulties and we try hard to overcome it. Fights and arguement always happened between us. I know there will still be more challenge waiting for us in the future, but I hope our love will not be down with it.

Aww, enough for the serious tone. It's so not me. hahahahaha.

Just to say,

I love you baby boy.

I love you when you trying to give me surprises always.

I love you when you send much and much messages in facebook when I went travel.
I love you when you secretly bought another ring for me when you knew that the first ring is lost.
I love you when you dump your friend aside and came to find me.
I love you when you hug me tight telling me how much you love me.
I love you when you gave me a chu* when you woke up from the morning.
I love you when you run down to the street just to buy me pain killer when I'm struggling from menstrual pain.
I love you when you wipe my tears away when I'm crying like a baby.
I love you when you bring lunch for me during my lunch break.
I love you when you hug me.
I love you when you kiss me.
I love you when you say you miss me.
I love you when you say you love me.

Our very first trip to Hong Kong.

My very first time baking cupcakes with you and you didn't finish it. LOL.

Now, everything has changed. You hang out more with your friends. And I'm dump aside.

I missed the activities we had done before. Can we do it again when you're back?

I used to want my date to be perfect. I planned it when I'm dating you but you ruined it at the last. I always go crazy and started to cry and quarrel with you.

But now, I loosen up myself and tried to meet all you want.

Sometimes I want you to know, I acted like a crazy bitch is because I care about you and care about our relationship.

I love you real much baby.

I do.

Happy 14th Monthsary.

2009-08-12T19:10:00.003+08:00

still......

Hey people,

Just stop spreading rumours. You know nothing. We aren't foe. We are not kid anymore saying "Not friend anymore." What the hell. We don't talk doesn't mean that we aren't friend anymore. Just let it be as I'm not going to stay long at the hometown anymore too.

What is a friend?

I've asked myself this,

so many times before.

It seems the concept has faded,

become distorted if you will.

When did it change

And I became the outcast?

Let's turn the clock back around

And pray on yesterday's sunrise.

I'm sorry if I hurt you,

But things can not stay this way,

I just hope you understand,

The words I'm trying to say.

I may be at fault for what happened,

But things didn't need to turn out this way.

You shouldn't have bothered,

Doing everything you decided to do.

Thought we were making progress,

Opening up to each other.

But what I thought was just merely a cover.

It's time to say goodbye,

with a heavy heart I do.

Hopefully one day you'll realize,

the mistake, Adieu.

xoxo

2009-08-07T14:33:00.002+08:00

Friends Forever?

Oh well, maybe I should really agree with the post. There's no friends forever.

We shout for "Friends Forever" yesterday and we say "Goodbye My Friend" today.

How sarcastic is it?

You say we're not friend because we're treating you so, saying your bad but not standing on your side to scold the others? Wake up!!! We're not 3 anymore. We're 17 now. Friends aren't helping you though you're bad. True friends should be telling what's the problem with you and helping you out. Friends who only talk for you but not telling you the wrong you did isn't a good friend. These people aren't your friends, they're paid to kiss your feet. You want such friend? Good! Care your own business.

I don't give a damn with it if I'm not treating you as a friend. You ruined the friendship now and I don't give a damn with it. You quit and you're left alone.

Friend, you're too over. Real over. You shouldn't treat someone so when she is trying to help you. No one wants you to get in trouble. You chose the wrong way to go.

How cruel are you? Using harsh word to put yourself away from her heart and her life. Don't you know friendship is always Number One for her? But thanks to you. Not now anymore.

A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out.

But we're walking out now too until you realise what you've did.

xoxo

The Friends.

2009-08-02T16:55:00.004+08:00

The Last Outing

They finally left today. I'm proud of myself. It's my very first time I didn't cry badly. Staying together for a week is not too long yet too short. Had great time spending with them. Hanging out till the late night everyday though we still need to go to school early in the morning.

It's steamboat night again last night. But finally this time isn't at my house but at Joey's house. Thanks to her mum for preparing so many foods for us. The next round is Damai Yoyo, but some incident happened. No fun at all. I'm sorry to the friends that I ruined everyone's mood. Sincerely I'm sorry.

She always want me to take a photo of them during our every outing. Haha.

He spotted different kind of tree at Joey's house and he wants someone to accompany him taking such silly photo. LOL

The third round - K Box

The WuShu Boys.

The peoples I've hang out for a week.

From the left: Flora, Stephenie, Liew and Scorpio

K Lam. The guy who always cry during the farewell.

Niki.

Last but not least, I love them.

2009-07-25T20:18:00.003+08:00

Welcome~

Let's welcome the new family member to the house. It's a baby girl.

2009-07-23T17:00:00.004+08:00

Cousin's Wedding

It's the wedding!!!

My cousin is getting married.

I'm sorry I didn't bless you. I'm not happy with you're getting married. I care about you. I don't wish that you're suffering after married. But I promise I'll bless you someday if I really saw you being in a happiness mode. Remember my words. You can always come back to us if you're in trouble or someone bullied you. We're always here for you. Take good care. I love you and the baby girl.

I know peoples are waiting for the photos. But I seriously didn't took much photos there and I don't want to take a photo with the groom at all. But since everyone is like asking me for the photos of the groom, I decided to grab a photo from my another cuzzie.

This photo is seriously so not him. Totally different with the real guy. Oh well, that's why people always say photo lies. Whatever, I don't care about how he actually looks like as long as my cuzzie is still the gorgeous one.

Because of someone's bf, we got such a bright smile like doing a toothpaste advertisement.

My favourite photo of the day. Remember to call me often. We love you.

2009-07-19T20:51:00.003+08:00

Tshung Tsin Bazaar

The baby went back to Brisbane today. Didn't get to send my baby's flight *sob* Don't be so careless didn't double check your ticket. And remember what you had promise me. Keep your promise and take good care. I'll see you again in a four monthes time. I love you baby.

I'm not a daily blogger but at least a weekly blogger. Update my blog once a week as if I got enough time to blog. Everyone knows blogging always take few hours if you got tonnes of pictures. Luckily I don't have much photos to upload today so I think this post will be completed in an hour time.

As the title shown, it's our school bazaar. All money will goes to the new building fund. But the bazaar isn't as fun as the usual. Big sunny day cause an effin hot weather. I'm sweating like nobody's business. Went in and out to the hall just to get some cold air. But it seems to be useless cause once you're out from the hall, the sun is burning you again. I think I'm getting dark again =( I got tonnes of coupon not finish using. I'm like a santa claus keep on giving out the coupon to the others but then still left much with me, such a waste.

Went to City Mall then sing k at WaterFront with friends after the bazaar. Just can't wait to escape from the hot hot weather.

Mr Lim says he is YB. oOps.

I looks so tall here. I seriously have to gain weight. I know I looks like a broom stick >.<

Went to K Box with the friends as I'm following TY's car. Meet up with my long time no see babes.

Billy Lim. Going back to Perth on Friday and don't know when will he be coming back again. I'm sorry. My bad. I don't mind if you put the blame on me =(

Tan Young. Thanks for the ride. It's our very first time hanging out for almost a day. Thanks for accompanying me when someone is busy flirting and forgot about me. LOL.

2009-07-12T18:13:00.010+08:00

Senior Two Yi Celebration Party @ Upperstar, Damai

Classmates are naggling me for not uploading the photos. Hey, I'm here being a responsible classmate now editting the photos and uploading it one by one. Say thanks to me, or not I'll remove all the photos.

*Grin*

Photos are taken last night. It's a celebration for successfully performing on Teachers' Day. Such a happening night. Peoples went BED for the second round. But I went home. I'm a good girl =p

Photos can be grab at here or facebook.

And yeah, I found my phone that I lost few months ago. Found inside classmate's pocket. LOL. Thank you for stealing my phone and taking it out.

Thanks for the guy who lie to me.

You're such a big liar. You say you will lie everyone but not me. LMAO. Aren't you lying edi? Thanks to you. Thank you for showing me how you cover your brother by telling such a big lie. Do you think covering him can get advantages? Such a fool. I'll never forgive you. I think you remember I've say that if you then I'll never forgive you? Now I'm proving it to you. I thought you've change. Changing good. Oh well, I'm blindfolded. Now I see the real you.

Photos:

Early dinner at Pizza Hut before going to Upperstar.

Jamie and Jesbelle drove us. Jesbelle is way too cool driving a 7 seater car.

I'm sorry Desmond =p

Don't we look like 3 couples here? But we aren't!

The star-wanna-be.

Though we argue always, but I still love her ♥

This girl is leaving real soon and I'm gonna miss her badly =(

Ohhhhhhh-Emmmmmm-Geeeezzzzz!!!! It really took me 3 hours to complete this post. And I still have to upload those photos to facebook =(

2009-07-09T19:13:00.004+08:00

Louise's Day

Bolo complaint that I'm not updating my blog at all. Here I come. You got to enjoy staying in my blog today since there's a new post. Haha.

Went to Louise's house last night during 9pm. I thought I'm going to ffk again, luckily I didn't =D I miss my honey. She left to Perth and came back for holiday. But it's just a week =( Though we met at school during the day she came back visit the school, but we didn't hang out at all. We're so silly waiting for each others call. LOL. I'm not going to be so stupid anymore next time. I'll date you before you're back to KK. We miss out so many chance to go out. I love her =( *sounds so les*

Remember our date babes.

Meeting up at Paris during summer break and to Hong Kong during the Christmas.

True friends is hard to seek. And I'm lucky that I got so many true friends in my life.

I appreciate them. I love them. I heart them.

We share a heart.

She did really licked my leg. GOSH!

She is going to leave to Switzerland soon too =(

Kids are warned not to do such thing. I'm molested.

Love the big ass photo? Haha.

Take care honey guo guo. We are always the honey. Always and always.

2009-07-04T20:04:00.005+08:00

Teachers' Day Celebration

Here comes the next post. This prove that I'm actually not that lazy as you guys thought *evil grin*

I'm so fed up with the font. It's sort of lost control.

Had a great day today. Everything is going well. And the practices are so worth it after we heard the hands clapping down the stage. We had put so much effort just for this day. Changing the script once and once. Even before the day we changed the script once again.

Thanks thanks thanks. Thanks for the supporting. Thanks for the co-operating. Thanks for everything.

I love my classsssssss!!!!

I got too much things to say but I've forgot what I want to say. LOL. So let the pictures do the talking again =)

Don't they look like my mum and dad? =p

Spot SIT with the smart look?

I love this scene. They're so into the song =)

The legend.

2009-07-04T18:29:00.008+08:00

Housewarming Party

Two post to go for today if I'm not too lazy to update.

Had been moving in for several months and finally here comes the housewarming party during last Wednesday. Oh well, I know peoples are curious why is it on the weekday but not the weekend or public holiday. Well, it's actually my parents' 21st wedding anniversary too!

So so so, the house is so pack that day. Upstairs and downstairs is full with peoples.

Hey, I'm not bad too. Running up and down, in and out serving the guests!!! Gosh. How tiring is it?! Luckily no one mess my room up, or not I'll gone crazy.

And heres a little small conversation between me and Ryan boy. The 5-years-old cute cute boy.

He asked me

"When are we going to start warming the house?"

It's actually 9pm already when he asked me.

So then I say,

"You're warming it already once you came."

here then he went to touch the wall next to us and use an innocent face says

"It's not warm."

OMGGGG!!

Isn't he cute????

Too many crappy words. Here comes the photos. Not much at all cuz my camera is full with Jesbelle's photos but not mine ><

Damian wants to show his mum how big is the tiger prawn he ate. LOL

Thanks me for always forcing you guys to take photo together la. If not where to find photo of both of you o =p

That's all for this post. hahahahaha

2009-07-03T18:21:00.002+08:00

I'm not alright

I know I should spend some time to blog. But I'm sorry. I'm really so not alright though I've been saying a thousand times of I'm alright.

I'm not alright baby.

I'm not.

Fark!

Why don't you just throw me down from a tall building so I don't need to rely on you and letting you feel annoying.

I'm flooded by my tears.

2009-06-28T19:45:00.005+08:00

Love

Lack of title.

It's nothing about love actually. Maybe something about it. But just a small part.

*sigh*

Be tough my dear girly.

Love comes easy but it's hard to go.

I know you well.

Maybe you're alright now.

But make sure you will find us and talk when you're not alright.

We are here for you 24/7.

Love you.

Cheers =)

P/S: I lost my camera charger. Gosh! Have to get it as soon as possible. Too many photos to take. Bless me for finding a new charger for my baby camera.

2009-06-26T21:24:00.002+08:00

I'm tired

I'm tired.

Why am I keep on changing but you aren't?

Our class got the chance to perform during Teachers' Day.

It should be a happy thing but I'm not happy at all now.

I scold everyone for no reason.

I hate myself being like this too.

But what to do?

I smashed my phone badly.

Damn.

2009-06-20T20:37:00.008+08:00

Teachers' Day Audition 2009

It's audition today!!!

Practised hard during the holiday.

Though many people absent always but we never give up.

It's worth it if we did really got the chance to perform during the Teachers' Day.

Our show is not perfect today but we tried our best. There's still spaces for us to improve.

Mr Lee says our performance attracted him. He is going to give us a chance to perform it once again next week. Though it doesn't mean that we're chosen, but at least we still got another chance to perform it again.

Stop crapping. Let the pictures do the talking and you will know the theme of our show through the photos =)

He is trying out with his new outfit and a seductive look. LOL.

I'm trying to wake someone up. You know who you are.

I love laughters.

Look at her 'lan yao yeng' pose. GOSH!!!

I think I forgot to tell. I've actually transfer to SM Lok Yuk. Goodbye Tshung Tsin.

Damian shows his smiley face. Seriously, the first time!!

She says ugly people should take photo together.

Nah~~~ I'm just lying. We're old school k? Old school rocks!

She loves retarded look.

And she loves being emo.

Aware: Please do not continue with this post if you got heart disease or something will cause you die immediately.

I bet she is going to be a pretty mum someday =)

We are the SENIOR TWO YI.

Have a look with the videos in facebook if you're interested with our performance today. It's a must watch video =)

2009-06-19T19:17:00.003+08:00

Blogging is fun?!

Blogging is not so fun anymore. It takes me forever to blog.

What to do, life is never too boring but way too colourful for me. *pfff*

I'm lying. To be frank, I'm just definitely pure lazy to blog. Telling myself it's time to update everyday but mission failed.

Too lazy.

Too tired.

And I got too many excuses for myself not to blog.

Oh well, I don't really have anything to blog. But something funny happened yesterday that I really wish to say it out loud. LMAO.

First to go, Ah Heng.

He told me he red all my post in the blog. And he is real touched with it. But what the, he lied. He didn't cry la!!! And he say he did until I ask him to swear. Maybe you think it isn't funny. But peoples out there, if you know him, please try to imagine his face expression and you will know how funny when he is saying it out.

Secondly, Mr Kenneth Hiew aka The Handsome.

He told me he red my blog too. He says he is real touched till not crying but not going to the toilet. It's funny! It's funny!! Trust me please. He said he nonstop drinking water while reading my post and he didn't want to leave it there and go to toilet before he finished those posts.

Look! Ah Heng on the left and Kenneth on the right. I think Kenneth is way more taller now.

There's many stories behind this photo. I think 5 of us still remember about it *ngek ngek ngek*

P/S: I know this is another crapping post of mine again. Please be patient. Stay tune for my next post.

2009-06-11T19:57:00.002+08:00

Days without him - Day 94

Hang out with the girls today. Or maybe I should say Crystal and Bolo only since most of them didn't join us. I hate people putting my plane.

Ok. It's alright. No more next time please. I've totally get use with it.

Planned to sing k and watch movie. Due to waiting for the others to join, we cancelled it. But then, lastly none of them came with their whole body but came with a sms only.

Ok. Forgiven again. *sigh*

I'm lazy to grab those photos from facebook and Bolo's blog. So have a look with it in facebook or Bolo's blog if you guys are interested with it.

2009-06-10T22:22:00.004+08:00

Here comes a little photos for the previous post.

I don't know if those photos are complete.

Oh well, who cares. LMAO

Gwen purposely ask me to act like I'm emo. But actually I'm laughing while I turn my head aside. LOL.

Aren't they cute? I just can't take my hand away from them >< (Ignore my eyebags, dark circles, messy hair and big head here)

They are real hot. I'm such a kid. LOL

2009-06-10T12:43:00.009+08:00

Photos for Taiwan

Oh well, stop complaining for not updating my blog.

Here I am now.

Have a sneak peak on those photos and let the photos do the talking =)

And yeah, I don't really remember which day is it when we took these photos.

Liu He Night Market. Candid shot.

A real cool restaurant full with mysterious thing.

P/S: There's more photos actually. But Gwen still doesn't upload it. So have a look at my facebook if you guys are interested with it. Ciaoz.

2009-06-09T17:23:00.003+08:00

See. I found this. But it's not for me.

It's from someone to no one.

Wonder if you still read my blog Mr. Yiu.

LOL

2009-06-06T20:44:00.005+08:00

Jolin's new album promo tour @ One Borneo

Came back from Taiwan yesterday and prepared to go One Borneo.

What to say, I'm not going there to watch Jolin Tsai.

Sorry to Jolin's fans, but I don't like her. I don't have any idol. They are just a human too. Singing and entertaining fans out there is their job.

They aren't inordinary.

No offence meant. I'm crapping.

Joey came my house to pick me and my youngest sister up. Meet up with the sisters at Olde Town.

Oh well, we had fun at ToysRus.

There's more photo. But it's with Joey. So have a look in facebook if she did upload it.

2009-06-05T14:09:00.001+08:00

I'm back!!!

photos will be upload soon.

2009-05-24T22:25:00.004+08:00

Sorry

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Sorry

I'm tired of saying sorry. Come to get away one SORRY when I pissed you off. My heart can't afford it anymore. I'm really tired.

I try hard to be understanding.

I try hard to think that it's alright though it's not alright at all.

I try my best to do everything but it is still imperfect for you.

I'm sorry.

I love you ♥

2009-05-24T17:07:00.003+08:00

Days without him - Day 76

Just came back from Coffee Bean doing revision with Jesbelle and Joey. Met so many friends there. And all of them are from S2. LOL.

Here's a little update for you guys since I found few photos in my camera =)

Look who is here in the house =p

someone purposely want me to take this photo for her.

2009-05-21T14:51:00.002+08:00

Update!!!

Oh well, I know I didn't update for almost a week.

Here's a small update without any pictures.

(JingYi, you owe me tons of picture!)

Exam is starting tomorrow.

And, I'm not going to sleep tonight. That's a promise to Jamie and to me too!

We're going to text each other every hour to avoid us fall asleep. Not a bad idea right? Haha.

Now, I'm wondering who the hell stole my geografi paper which I put so many effort copy the essay so I can memorize it and revise. I'm so so mad (GRRRRRRR).

And someone hacked my facebook. Oh gosh! Everything is turning me down. I'm sorry to the one who recieved that message. But I swear I'm not the one who sent you such message.

That's all for this post. Not going to update my blog until exam end.

2009-05-16T13:54:00.005+08:00

Days without him - Day 68

Did not update my blog for few days since I've nothing to blog at all and preparation for the exam.

I've to score high marks so my report card will looks nicer with flying colours.

To avoid no one is going to read my blog at all, so here's some quick snack for you guys =)

Went to City Mall with the Bolo, Jesbelle and Joey after school yesterday. Accompanied Jesbelle to cut a short fringe which is same as mine =p Thanks for SIT sending us there. Feel sorry seeing you whole wet because of the heavy rain. Please don't get sick. We don't want to get scold by someone. Haha.

Look. This girly is cute right? I look damn old beside her now!!! Hey Jesbelle, I'm stil younger than you k? LOL

p/s: not going to blog until I got story to tell. Be patient for my next post =)

pps: stay happy Jesbelle. Glad that you guys are together again. appreciate it.

2009-05-12T18:04:00.003+08:00

Days without him - Day 64

Sigh.

What's going on with my laptop???

Everything inside is gone. It's like half formatted.

My photos and assignments are gone!!!!

Someone please help!!!

Problem solved! Credits to Douglas Lim =)

2009-05-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

Days without him - Day 62

Affected by Jesbelle. My mood turns down for the whole day. I know you must be crying now dearly. I don't know how to consult you. I'm trying my best to help you with it. Think positively. Everything will be alright. Things aren't as worse as you think so. We love you <3

Hiring someone to blog for me. Recently not in the mood to blog. Need someone who knows my feeling well to express it in words in my blog. I'm serious. Leave a message in my chatbox for this job. LOL. Email and password is provided.

Lastly,

Happy Mothers' Day

2009-05-09T17:42:00.003+08:00

Days without him - Day 61

I'm damn sick now.

I miss you.

I miss you being beside me the everytime when I'm sick.

I miss the way you rush me to sleep when I'm sick.

I miss the way you talk to me when I'm sick.

It's Cupcake Day. The Mothers' Day special.

Jesbelle and her sister, Joey, Lean, Crystal and Loi came to my house early in the morning.

I've been busy for the whole day with those little cupcakes and it makes me get sick now.

P/S: Jesbelle, be tough and think positively. I'm here for you whenever you need me. And I know you will bring me good news. Don't be sad =) Both of you put on too much pressure. Everything will be fine.

2009-05-06T16:56:00.003+08:00

Days without him - Day 58

I miss you.

I'm sorry for being so emo today friends.

I cried in a sudden during the class.

I think I shocked Jesbelle.

She never thought that I'll cry.

I'm too stress.

Study.

You.

And everything.

I love to dream about you.

I love to think about you.

But it's the thing which makes me suffer much.

I want you.

I need you.

I miss you.

I love you.

I still wants to call you BABY!!!

2009-05-05T16:20:00.005+08:00

4 Days 2 Nights Korea Trip

I'm back!!!!

Too bad that swine flu did not come to me. LOL.

Did so many shopping in this short vacation but not buying many things =p

AND AND AND

I'm way too dumb. I forgotten that I wanted to buy a LV Noe for long long time when I'm inside the shop ><

There's no photo for Day 1 as I ride on the midnight plane so my Day 1 is spent on the plane.

Photos for Day 2

So in love with her Canon EOS 50D

Day 3

He used to love my rabbit teeth. But not now anymore. LOL

Grabbing free doughnuts. LOL

Last day. The Day 4.

Way back to KK

More photos to be shown in facebook ( I think).

P/S: I love you <3

2009-05-01T16:40:00.006+08:00

I miss you.

2009-04-30T15:53:00.003+08:00

Days without him - Day 52

I lost my phone AGAIN! AGAIN!! AGAIN!!!!

Why am I so unlucky? Losting 2 phone in just a couple months. I lost everything which means alot to me in my life just this couple months. How I wish I can still take everything back to me.

He is the first one who scolded me because I lost my phone in just a 1 month time.

Seriously not hoping is the friend who stole it.

Just realise that I'm not smiling from the bottom of my heart.

I'm just giving everyone a fake smile.

I can't smile.

I don't know how to smile.

2009-04-29T16:19:00.010+08:00

Days without him - Day 51

I know everyone is asking why do we nonstop taking photos in the school. Good question!

The sisters: Jesbelle, Joanne, Joey, Karen, Crystal, Lean and Susan.

Add on The handsome: Kingston =D

We get to know each other since we get into the same class this year. And it will be the last year for us being in the same high school. We try to capture down all the moment we spend together. It's a memory. It's our story. It's our life.

Maybe I don't believe there's forever love but I do believe that friendship can last forever.

We appreciate each other.

We share everything.

We solve the problems together.

We cry together.

We laugh together.

We sing together.

We dance together.

We yell together.

And most of all, we love each other ❤

Yes! I did really cut my fringe short.

Don't we look like down syndromes' here? Haha.

During the BM presentation.

Modelling: Take 1.

Take 2

Take 3

This girly is hyperactive today. Nonstop acting retarded. More retarded photos when you scroll the page down =p

Group 3. And yeah! We got A.

Obviously she is playing her phone during the lesson.

P/S: I saw something for me in Samson's blog. Thank you. I really appreciate you so much. Maybe people think that you're silly but I know you well. I know you're upset too sometimes. Thanks for your message comforting me always. I did drop tears the everytime you send me message asking me why so stubborn with it. I know you care about me. I know you know me well too. Thank you. I love you <3

2009-04-28T14:54:00.002+08:00

Days without him - Day 50

I'm the one who is sick now. Argh!!!

And penilaian tomorrow. Can I stay at home? ><

I finally realized

I feel lost without you

Where could you be right now?

I'm wandering alone

I'm missing you

I've lost you

I've lost myself

When will you know

My heart is always with you

Ican't bear to see you gone

I miss what we've shared

I don't want to be alone

I can't bear this

I wish I could turn back time

2009-04-27T17:44:00.007+08:00

Days without him - Day 49

The princess Lean and Joey are absent today. Gosh! Joey is going to absent for whole week long. Can't stand it without those noises she use to make it always.

49 days. Never notice that days without you had been such a long time already. Are you going great there? Busy with tons of assignment? Admire someone else? I don't know as well. Take good care while you always get sick. And remember my advice. That's what I'm telling you everyday.

She doesn't looks like a 17-years-old student. LOL

The handsome assistant monitor. READ MY BLOG JEREMIAH!!!

Caught it. Jeremiah is trying to have a peek at Kingston's answer =p

Don't they look so sweet ><

Finally I'm done with this thingy. Took ages to get done with it. It means alot to me but it's still imperfect yet ><

He says he isn't picking his nose. Oops.

I love this angle and there's no reason with it.

She requested us to shoot this photo for her. SIT! grab it!

I don't know why she wants to take photo the scientific calculator. Hahahaha

2009-04-26T11:42:00.009+08:00

Days without him - Day 48

It's the girls' night out again last night. Went dinner, shopping and sitting at the seaside for a drink. Enjoyable life? LOL. Girls just wanna have fun. I love to spend the moments with the girls. We gossip. We talk. We laugh. We cry. We share sadness and joyness. That's what friend to be.

Chilling at Yogurberry while waiting for the girls here.

Fratini. Our new spot.

Nonstop camwhoring with the mirror while waiting for our gorgeous girly to try on the dress.

They're grabbing like it's on sales

P/S: Carmen Liong got a new fringe today. Back to her Junior One look. ROFL

2009-04-24T17:19:00.012+08:00

Days without him - Day 46

Economy teacher told us something funny today. She says she met a road block and stopped by the JPJ officer. While the JPJ officer flirted her and ask for her contact number. LOL. That's what JPJ do? Are they way too boring?

Photos taken during the Computer lesson.

Doesn't he looks chicky. LOL

Pay a visit to Bukit Harapan with the club members today. Bukit Harapan is an orphanage, but I think it's not only an orphanage but also a house for those Down Syndrome's because not most of them are without parents. Some of them are dumped by their parents to the orphanage and they never visit their own child. Or maybe they did but just once a year I think. What kind of parents are they? How can they treat their children like this? Please visit them sometimes too though you can't afford to pay their living cost. They need love and care too. All of them are adorable and friendly. They did frightened our club members but they aren't that scary actually. How I wish I can stay with them and play with them. They need love. Before we leave, the little girly hugged me tightly, she wants me to bring her home. My tears are rolling during that time. I'm sorry. I promised the girls I'll surely pay a visit again next time bringing lots of soft toy and clothes for them. And peoples out there, if you are interested to visit them, please bring them some foods like rice, Milo etc. They need it so much. Well, if you're too lazy to buy such thing then donate some money to them. They need care. They need love. Please show them your care and love.

I got too much things to say. But I don't know how to express my feeling in words ><

We're from Social Work Club <3

He is keep on shaking hand with Sean.

He loves to play with the wind, isn't he cute?

Junior, the little 3-years-old kiddy =)

Too bad that she can't join us =(

They had so much fun playing London Bridge.

He is trying to bluff the kids.

I'm really exhausted after the game =.=

Tears dropping. She pity them much.

Wallpaper of the day.

2009-04-23T14:45:00.008+08:00

Days without him - Day 45

The first thing I'm going to say for today is I'M NOT A LESBIAN. Gosh! Do I look like a lesbian? Maybe I do. LMAO. Class photo session for today. Hopefully it come out with a good effect and all of us will look great =) We forgot to ask someone to help us shoot a photo while taking class photos. So please be patient and wait for my update a couple months later =p

Wallpaper of the day

I drew it! Just knew that I got a little drawing skill too. Haha.

Acting like they're a responsible monitor. Haha

We just can't stop from laughters.

I'm not so skinny. I'm not I'm not I'm not. It's just the angle problem. Blame the photographer please.

2009-04-22T20:36:00.007+08:00

Days without him - Day 44

I skipped class again today. LOL. The naughty one. But we're supportive people. We skipped class after penilaian and went to KKHS to watch basketball competition. Tshung Tsin VS Kian Kok. It's worth. Our school won the championship again =) It's a great play. But I still prefer last year Lok Yuk VS Tshung Tsin that play. Seems more interesting and exciting ><

Recorded the whole play in my phone but I'm too lazy to upload it here. So friends, ask it from me if you want to watch it =)

I love KKHS. The school is so big. From the hall to the canteen took a few minute walk. I love KKHS's canteen too. Their food is incredible cheap. Way cheaper than our school and taste great too. I'm jealousing the students studying there. (Jealousy Jealousy Jelousy ~)I would like to transfer to their school just for the foods =p

Oh yeah, forgot to mention the results. 73:72 Tshung Tsin won =)

Wallpaper of the day =)

Someone forgot to bring her phone yet she is camwhoring with my phone again =p And did you spot it? They are wearing IS uniform.

Mr Tan Yen Leong, I got a photo with you inside already. Feel proud please. You know what I'm going to say right? haha.

2 free photos for the play =p

2009-04-21T15:59:00.006+08:00

Days without him - Day 43

The baby girl, Ah Lean cried today. Knew her for so long and it's the second time saw her cried. And both of it also happened in between this 4 months only. Pity girly. I know you suffered much and putting much pressure on yourself. We're here for you whenever how. Stay tough =) King, don't mind with the words we said today too. Sorry. We still love you ❤

Brought the camera to school again today. Oops. The bad student =p

Wallpaper of the day.

That's how you will be if you're too hardworking. (I'm sure that she will be killing me after reading my blog ><)

Eating and camwhoring is what we do always during the lesson.

Teacher is actually staring at us when we took these photos.

Spot someone doing something different there? ROFL.

P/S: I love the girls day by day. xoxo

2009-04-19T19:27:00.013+08:00

Days without him - Day 41

Long time didn't update my blog. I'm too lazy ><

Someone went to be a pilot again last night. But nevermind la. We know your eye is not feeling well. Don't worry. We didn't get mad. Don't mind about it. We still got many chance to hang out again =)

Went to BED and BARSU with friends last night. Staying overnight at Joey's house. Gosh! She makes me like a barbie doll with thick makeup.

Joey's massive sunglasses. Isn't it cute =)

With Patricia. Hopefully I didn't spell your name wrongly. She is gorgeous =)

Rushing home during this morning. Woke up damn early and called Kingston to wake them up. Who knows they forgot to pick us up. Don't know what for we have to wake them up so early edi =.= really git si. Everyone is at my house edi when I'm home. Sorry make you guys to do all those stuff and I'm kind of hot tempered today. But we did have fun right? Haha. Went to One Borneo for movie with the friends after the tea party project. 12 of us went for the movie. Eric Ee and Sotong came to pick us up with 2 car. But it's still so packed. Luckily we manage to reach One Borneo in time with nothing happened with us. Haha. Watched "Coming Soon". It's damn horror. Everyone comes with pair and I'm sitting alone in the middle. LOL. Nonstop screaming. The storyline is not bad but i hate it for keep on repeating the same scene for few times.

I looks extremely round here. ARGH!!!!

Proving that we're really squeezing inside the car.

The fake gf.

And the real one.

She looks so satisfied with it. Haha.

Sotong says I'm always carrying a large popcorn after the movie. Oops. My bad habit. Haha.

P/S: Dearest baby girl Bolo, I hope you're alright. Don't suffer it by yourself. Just share it with us. We're sisters. We're willing to do anything for you. You're our sweetheart. You consult me always and it's my turn to consult you now. Be tough. We will always be there for you and support you. I Love You. XOXO

2009-04-14T17:41:00.008+08:00

Days without him - Day 36

Kind of fed up with my hair. Thinking about to have a new haircut and a short fringe. Oops. Back to the naive me. Haha. But isn't it great? I looks younger again. Hopefully it won't be ugly as it's enough ugly now =p

Took tons of photos today. For the moral project and also satisfying the girls ss-ness.

Look at her. Doesn't looks like she is really sweeping but posing only.

I spoiled the photo. hahahahahaha

Crystal is modelling with the thingy which I forgot what is the name of it. ( Michael says it's penyiram bunga. LOL)

Bolo looks so tiny here though she really is =p

I love this photo and there isn't any reason for it.

I don't know why they wanted to took this photo.

Caught the disgusting one.

We're just trying to be silly during the free period.

I'm copying Jobet's pose ba. Haha

Students shouldn't do so inside the class.

Students should do so inside the class.

This picture is purposely uploaded for you ba if you did read my blog. Remember to save it as your wallpaper reminding you smoking is not good for health. Haha. So STOP SMOKING. It's for your own good =)

P/S: Happy Valentines Day. For the singles =)

2009-04-13T16:24:00.013+08:00

Days without him - Day 35

Been slacking for the whole morning yesterday waiting for the time past to go K Box with the girls. But at last we didn't go too because of few of thems are going to be absent. Luckily Ah Liang rescued from the boredom during the noon. We went to City Mall for a drink with his cool car =p We gossiped too much. And we knew each other for a year more but it's the first time we go out for a drink together. LOL. Thanks for the drink =)

To Elaine's birthday party at Cube during the night. Laughters are all around the restaurant. We are way too noisy. And now, let the photos to tell the words =) Oops. And thanks to WZZ for sending us home and being so gentlemen opening the door for me due to some reason. ahahahahaha

I look so les with Lean. Haha.

Bolo is very professional in taking this kind of good angle photos. LOL

I've totally forgotten that I did took this photo.

Trying to act cool but Ah Heng spoiled it.

2009-04-11T20:02:00.003+08:00

Days without him - Day 33

Without you, life still goes on. Not black and dull but colourful and brighter than before =)

Went movie with Jobet and Sotong after class today. Watched Friday The 13th.

This classic horror bearing the iconic villain wearing a hockey mask has gone back on the big screen again to do what he does best - nonsensically killing innocent, and in this case horny teens.As it opens, we see Jason Voorhees' mother murdering the Crystal Lake campers whom she accused of killing her son, and after a brief idea of who Jason is, we see five college kids hiking through the woods looking for some marijuana plants. Needless to say, violence ensues showing what Jason is capable of. Then six weeks later, Clay Miller (Jared Padalecki) comes to Crystal Lake looking for his missing sister and runs into another group of wild college kids looking for a fun weekend at a cabin on the lake. Once again, violence ensues."Friday the 13th" stays true to the original horror franchise while tweaking it to seem a bit more modern and interesting. Instead of using the same old machete, Jason starts to get creative by using other killing tactics such as fire, bear traps, a bow and arrow, an axe and anything sharp will do for this grudge bearing soul. However, it comes across as mind boggling to see Jason always appearing at a spot so fast as, probably faster than a magician performing his "now-you-see-me-now-you-don't" trick. Don't know how he runs so fast with a big body like his.Another attention grabbing element would be these sexually active teens getting all hot and heavy while in the woods, where attractive women bear their breasts for the sake of the film. Guess it's something extra and appealing to juice up the story instead of just seeing Jason kill, kill, and kill to his heart's content. The comic relief comes in the form of Chewie, who is the jester of the film, where he does all sorts of peculiar acts to relieve the tension surrounding the story. Not forgetting his other funny friend, Lawrence, an African American who jokes about being touchy over racial stereotypes.The ending might seem familiar to fans of the franchise and something eye-opening for those who aren't familiar with these slasher films. As long as the audience get to see people die, they will be happy. The film has it all - blood, boobs, the right suspense, and the ever-popular masked killer, Jason.

We lied Jobet that we are watching Comedy and he is frightened by us when he knew that it's horror movie. I think he shut his ears and eyes for the whole movie. Because I didn't heard him screaming at all. LMAO. And I bet he doesn't want to join us for movie anymore next time.

P/S: Bolo went to hospital today. And I told her it won't be pain. But now, she is going to kill me. Oops =p

2009-04-10T19:59:00.006+08:00

Days without him - Day 32

Went out with Sotong and Joey for movie last night. Watched Fast and Furious 4. Full house. We sat at the 3rd row. Luckily it's not too hard to watch >< color="#ffcc00">Joey's house after movie.

Fool around in the mall after movie while waiting for Sotong to pay the parking fee.

Went to One Borneo with Crystal, Joey and Jobet today. Shopping spree. Brought 200 only and I didn't spent all. Luckily. I have to save save save.

Nonstop photoshooting while waiting for Crystal to try on her silver heels.

I know it's weird. That's why I didn't buy it. LOL

Their turn to ss while waiting for me to change.From we went to Food Court for lunch, we have been nonstop eating. Food Court, Yogurberry and McD just for the happy meal gift =p Ok what. I'm still a kiddy.

Thank you Eric Ee for driving me home =)

2009-04-07T17:39:00.005+08:00

Days without him - Day 29

Forgotten my camera at school yesterday. Luckily it's still inside my drawer when I reached school today. Thanks god!!!

Walk around the school during our Chinese lesson finding good angle to shoot some photos for the Chinese subject report about our pretty high school. Bunch of photos inside my camera. I'm going to show part of it now =)

Bolo had almost lay her body down to the floor just to catch this good angle. *clap*

So pretty. ( If it's without the tiang ><)

She represents Institut Sinaran. Haha

Thank you Dickson =)

There's still many photos but it will take ages to upload so I decided to upload this few photos. Forgive my laziness =p

Sharing is caring. I love my Sejarah teacher, Cikgu Sukana so much. She is real cool. She told us about her when she is young. You know what? Her husband is a DJ. Cool isn't it? And she used to club. OhMyGoshhhhhhhhhhh. I thought teachers are those real good student when they bump out from their mum's tummy. She changes my mind now. Too much thing to tell. But I'm still lazy to type it out. LMAO

And I met a pervert in the MSN just now. He wants to show me his webcam but i rejected. He is so desperate to show me his penis. Let's have a look with our conversation. Forgive my rudeness if you saw some words you don't like. So sorry. Well, I will make that pervert's conversation to be in blue colour and mine red as well.

"I want show my penis to you!!"

"I'm not interested with your little penis."

"Please accept my request. I'll just show you for a minute."

"You're so desperate? Find a dog to fuck out there."

"No. I want you."

"Oh great. You can just do it in front of your pc with my photo. I don't mind with it."

Hey you Derek Liu, the pervert. Don't you think you're disgusting? Or I can give you another suggestion. Walk outside with naked. Everyone will look at it. And you enjoy it, aren't you? See you in the newspaper as well. I'm so interested with how you looks like.

And here to announce, Mr Yii is my babyyyyyyyyyyyy. LMAO

2009-04-05T18:08:00.003+08:00

Days without him - Day 27

Woke up real early today. Didn't sleep well at all. Too many things stucked inside my mind.

I just can't be tough enough with it. Love is not fun. Being in love means you're taking the risk to get hurt.

And, it hurts badly.

You gave me hope and took it away in the same time. Is it I really deserve to be like this?

I don't deserve to be better? So, you do?

The problem is not with it now isn't it? It's just because of you don't want to go solve it together anymore. You chosen the way which hurts me bad.

I really wish that I can hate you much. But I think I hate myself more. I hate myself for falling in you.

You ask me to forget.

I won't. I'll remember you for my whole life. I'll remember how you treat me. What you did to me. What you say to me.

Donovan Chin, is it I really don't deserve to be better?

You think that I can't change for you?

No love No feel?

That's your reason for now?

How cruel you are.

You never think about me.

I'm doing everything just for you then who is going to do it for me?

I never expect you to do something for me.

But you treated me like this.

2009-04-04T20:46:00.004+08:00

Days without him - Day 26

Went to the UK education fair today. I think I've make up my mind and going to UK for further study.

I think I'm not going to consider Brisbane anymore as we've broke up and my dream will still be London.

That's what you ask me to. Not giving up my dream. I'm following with what you requested.

As I've chosen my way to go that's mean I've to sacrifice something too.

Yes! It's you.

I'm trying hard and trying my best to forget about you and go on for my new journey.

From now on, you'll just be part of my past. Thank you for it as I enjoyed every moment spending with you =)

Spended 2 hours inside the education fair talking to those college advisor and also some times for parents' gossip. My mum is like more panic than me.

She didn't join any conversation between me and the education counsellor at all. Haha. Maybe it's just because of my mum's English is weaker than me. Oops.

I had only visited 2 booth inside the fair. Concord College and Bellerbys College. But I'm more interested with Bellerbys College. I think that's the one I want.

Michael Tan, if you are reading my blog now, let me tell you something. Your headmaster is nonstop praising you.

Something like

"Michael is a good student. I'm very impressed with his result."

"Michael is very active in school activities. I like him."

"I know Michael 2 years ago, and he is such an intelligent boy."

Aww, Michael, you saw it? He mentioned that you're just a boy not MAN =p

That's all for it.

Bellerbys, I'm coming just so soon.

P/S: Bolo, you're really strong. Don't worry. You'll sure be alright. We will pray hard for you. We have to be a healthy baby as well. We hearts you. *chu*

2009-04-03T18:41:00.004+08:00

Days without him - Day 25

Fallen sick and damn sick. All viruses gathered in my body.

Vomit, dizzy, stomachache. Oh My Goshhhhhhh. It's so irritating.

Though I'm sick, but I still went to school during the lunch break to help someone sending lunch. How good am I. Haha. But I'm really willing to help you cause you're really a great guy. No regrets for helping you. Happy to see this? Obviously, I'm praising you =)

Had a short conversation with Sotong after went home. He nonstop consulting me whereever we are. Inside the car, SMS and also MSN. He can know my feeling great. He ask me not to pretend to be happy though I'm typing 'Haha' and 'LOL'. Excluding my sisters, I think you're the only one who can feel it. So touch T.T Sotong, you're a super duper great guy. Being more mature. Totally different with the Sotong when I just knew.

See. Sotong says I'm the second one he willing to draw. We know who is the first one. Haha.

Fully appreciated ><

Sotong drew it when I'm moody and he is trying to cheer me up. You did it! LOL.

And Sotong copied Donn's working to show that his drawing skill is great too. I love it. But I still likes Donn's more =p

The whole article is just to says Thanks to you Sotong. She will know you someday too. I'll be your greatest listener when you need me =)

2009-04-02T16:45:00.009+08:00

Days without him - Day 24

Give up? I don't know. Maybe I should or maybe not. I'll just let time to goes on and try not to think about it.

Is it really the end? I don't know too. We can't predict our future at all. Sometimes I really thought that we can go longer. But our relationship is shorter than I expected. If there's a time machine, I would sacrifice everything just to get back to the time and take back my word.

Memories given by you is way too much. Everywhere is full with our memories. The every step I goes will still flashing out the shadow of you and me. Looking couples passing around me doing things we use to do will makes me think of you again and again.

Those memories used to be sweet for me. Thanks for giving me every memories that I never had.

Thanks to you, the stranger I used to know well.

I ♥ you.

And ,yea. The last memory.

P/S: Ting, appreciate your relationship as you guys still got the chance to be together.

2009-04-01T16:44:00.002+08:00

Days without him - Day 23

Why god creates LOVE?

That's a question. And also an answer. God creates LOVE so human can learn mistake from it and grow up. But couples always choose to break up when one of them face difficulities. This isn't what we expect isn't it? We just want to solve the problem and be together again. But some peoples gave up in the half.

Seems like everyone around me and including me is facing such problem. I get to know the problem with me now but it's too late. So, before it's too late, don't try to make regrets. You will only get hurts. Problems can be solve. It's just depends on

DO YOU WANT TO SOLVE IT or NOT?

Stay tough sisters. Nothing will be too late. Don't make regrets.

I LOVE YOU

2009-03-31T21:55:00.008+08:00

Days without him - Day 22

Regret. Too regret. Damn regret.

Too many regrets in my life. I regret that I said the words on that day. How I wish I got a time machine so I can go back to that day and take my words back. From now on, I'll try to avoid regret happening in my life. I don't want to make mistake and let myself to regret for the whole life anymore. It will be just so suffer.

We can't define LOVE.

Because,

LOVE is a matter and it's complicated.

LOVE is fragile. Handle it care.

LOVE can make you happy but of ten times it hurts.

LOVE is only special when you give who its worth.

We come to LOVE not by finding a perfect person,but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

It's Joanne's Birthday today. Sotong came here during the 4th recess to give her a small surprise. But something unhappy happened and we knew about it. We're sorry about it. Hope you are alright and Happy Birthday my dearly =)

Susan brought her laptop to the school today. And, we used the webcam nonstop camwhoring. LMAO.

2009-03-29T16:26:00.002+08:00

幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題，並貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後，自己多加一個問題然後傳給十個人，可以點被點過的人，被你點到的人你要去跟他說，我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔，不然幸福就會跑掉喔

1.我的大名 : Carmen Liong Zia Zia
2.我的生日 : 26/10/92
3.誰傳給你的 : Bolo
4.說出五個好朋友 : bolo, joey, jesbelle, lean, joanne, crystal, susan. (5 is not enough for me. LOL)
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : not greedy. I want DONOVAN CHIN.
6.近期開心的是 : spending moments with friends.
7.近期壓力大的是 : my next exam
8.未來想做什麼: wedding planner?
9.有沒有喜歡的人 : Yes and sure.
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : Sure
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : Donovan Chin and the sisters.
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : quite impossible actually.
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : anywhere =)
14.聖誕節要做啥 : exchanging gift.
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : Donovan Chin ><
16.有沒有起床气 : sometimes
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 2 sister
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : Deeper Conversation
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : Wonderful Tonight
20.喜歡什麼顏色 : as long as it's nice
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : No? But after. Haha
22.愛不愛我 : I love you Bolo *chu*
23.喜歡男生還是女生 : hmm, bisexual? LMAO
24.最想大聲說什麼 : I want you DONOVAN CHIN.
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : LOL
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : you pee with your shorts on?
27.誰很欠打 : someone.
28.現在很迷什麼 : blogging
29.睡相很差 : I think so
30.現在的時間 : 4.33pm
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 :NO!
32.體重多少 : 40kg?
33.今天天氣 : sunny Day
34.你懷孕了嗎 : No.
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : fly to Brisbane NOW.
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : Clubbing? Haha
37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選: It will be ugly if I add another colour on it.

【點名人物】
1. Donovan Chin
2. Jesbelle
3. Susan
4. Joey
5. Rachael
6. Crystal
7. Lean
8. Bolo
9. Jobet
10.Joanne

01-【４號認識６號嗎】：YES
02-【１０號是男還是女】：girl
03-【８號的興趣是】：Dancing
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：Yes. One sister.
05-【７號姓氏】： Lean
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：Yeap.
07-【４號有人追嗎】：CONFIRM
08-【承上２號呢】：Sure. Haha
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：I'll ask her.
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：Yes
11-【８號的生日是】：31.10.92
12-【５號讀哪呢】：SMK Lok Yuk
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】: Classmate since Junior 1
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】：3 Days only
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：Yes
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：Yeap.
17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】：YEAHHHHH
18-【你覺得７號人怎樣】：Innocent? LOL
19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】：Sissy. Haha
20-【你愛５號嗎】：Yeasss

1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : Bolo
2.你們認識多久呢 : since primary 3 if i'm not wrong
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : Yeap.
4.你與他(她)的關係是 : Sister
5.請問他(她)的興趣是 : Dancing and Singing and Piano
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : Great
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分 : 100

＊睡覺前第一件事 : text him.
＊起床前第一件事 : wake my sis up =x
＊你的偶像是 : No one?
＊你喜歡的季節 : autumn
＊你打工過嗎 : Never
＊打工次數 : Never
＊你想去的國家 : Currently Brisbane
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性 : don't know
＊你常哭嗎 : Yes
＊你常笑嗎 : Yes
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : NOoo..
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點 : In depends
＊今天的天氣是（晴雨陰）: Rainy Day
＊朋友和情人你會選擇 :BOTH
＊機會和命運你會選擇 :Chance =)
＊你很自戀嗎 : Not exactly
＊這問卷多不多 :Yesss.
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : Be with him will makes me feel better I think. Sigh
＊喜欢吃什么 : Japanese Food
＊喜歡吃冰嗎 : sometimes
＊現在幸福嗎 : not really.
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友 : All.
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : Everything.
＊最常夢到什麼 : Donovan Chin
＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : Yes I think.
＊你认为人生的意义是什么 : No regrets in life.
＊你知道吗？（看你们怎么回答！）: know what?
＊什么时候最讨厌我 : never
＊向往出世抑或入世，向往道家抑或儒家？ : don' t know
＊你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？ : Durian Cake
＊请问这个游戏可以停止了吗？ : I wants to finish this survey as soon as possible
＊喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^？ : Maybe?
＊谁是你的知己？ : My dearest Sisters
＊IQ/EQ哪一个比较高？ : both
＊電腦还是手機？ : without him, both also not important.
＊比较喜欢睡觉还是玩？ : Both.
＊Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : Facebook.
＊What is your cellphone model? : Currently using Ah Lean's iPhone
＊Missing someone ? : YESSSSSS. DONOVAN CHIN
＊SHMILY? : See How Much I Love You DONOVAN CHIN

2009-03-29T10:36:00.011+08:00

Days without him - Day 20

Supporting earth hour yesterday. But we switched off our light earlier on 8. Haha. Too supportive as well.

Giving a surprising brithday party for Joanne together with steamboat in my house as we planned early. Everyone came so early to my house just to help out with me. WOW! That's what we call friend. They came around 4pm and we secretly baked a cheesecake because Joanne skipped the dancing and came early so we have to do it secretly in the kitchen without her notice.

They messed up my wardrobe and all wearing my dress.

2009-03-24T19:36:00.004+08:00

Days without him - Day 15

Had just revised the facebook inbox that we used to chat with when I'm travelling oversea. It's full with our memories. Sending bunch of messages per day when I'm in Korea. Maybe you had deleted it and I don't know as well. But however, I'll still keep it as my greatest memory ever. Still remember how we get to know each other? Still remember what's the first thing I talk about with you? Still remember when is our first meet? You let me to having special memories and things I never tried before. Maybe peoples think that I'm just too stupid willing to wait for you like this. But I still hope you will turn back for me. I don't deserve to be so suffer now too. But what to do. I love you too much till I can't pull myself out anymore. How I wish I never get to know you so I don't need to be tearing every night making all my friends worry about me and you don't care at all. Sigh.

Went out to Coffee Bean last night to discuss about the debate thingy and sejarah project again. Lean finally joined us this time and not being pilot. We did discuss about many things in the first hour. But after that, we started to webcam with Louise and playing sound recorder with Damian, Desmond and Norbert in MSN ><

2009-03-22T20:48:00.002+08:00

Days without him - Day 13

Woke up at 11am and texted Joey to ask her go for movie. Planned to watch Taken but at last we chose Love Matter. So outdated. Haha. Pick up Clarissa and reached One Borneo around 12pm.

Waited Joey and her sister, Jess for 2 hours more. Oh my goshhhhhhhhhhh. Joey Lee, you should change your bad habits already. Haha. But nevermind. Due to you're our sister so we had get use with your always late.

Spend time with Clarissa walking around while waiting for Joey. Went to McD for a rest with ordering french fries and nuggets only. Haha. After that, went to the puppy shop for a look and Clarissa bought some junk foods for her Baby there. LOL

Joey had watch Love Matter last time so she kept on telling us the storyline about the movie. She said is a effin bad movie for childrens but I don't know which part shows that is effin bad for childrens =.=

Lastly, get back home with Clarrisa's car.

p/s: such a lame post =p

2009-03-21T21:39:00.007+08:00

Days without him - Day 12

I misses you badly. I'm trying hard not to thinks about you, not to sms you, not to miss you, not to dream about you everynight, not to cry for you, but I failed. I don't want to forget everything between us. I still remember the promise between us and I will keep our promise. We haven't pass our Valentine's and our anniversary together yet. You promised to bring me everywhere. We still got many countries never visit yet. I don't want to complete it without you. I still wants to call you Baby and saying I love you alway. Baby, I love you.

Updating blog for yesterday. The usual friends gathered at my house again to go for an evening jog at Bukit Padang. They came early to my house and fooling around my house and my room. They messed up my wardrobe picking clothes. It's such a mess after they left. But we definitely had fun.

Sexy enough for your saliva dropping out? LMAO

It's the 17th month anniversary of this couple. Best wishes to them. Appreciate your love as you are having a good one now my girl =)

Went jogging after the rain stopped. And took these photos after jog.

I'm holding his hand but see nothing. Blame Bolo. Lousy photographer. Haha.

2009-03-19T22:42:00.008+08:00

Days without him - Day 10

Finally I get to know some friends who can really share my sadness and hapiness together. They knew what I'm think though I'm not saying it out and they knew that i'm hiding my sadness always. Such a great friends you guys are =D

Went out during the noon with the usual friends again but together with the twins, Damian and Desmond today. No shopping or movie for today. Gathered at Coffee Bean for a drink and find info for the debate competition. But I'm not helping at all for the whole section. I'm just nonstop asking when are we going to have our dinner. Haha.

Self capturing with my camera is their favorite part of it.

She doesn't care about her image anymore after recieving a SMS from someone =p

Walking to 88 to search for our dinner. And we did something inside Watson which makes everyone passes will look at us. LOL

2009-03-18T18:51:00.009+08:00

Days without him - Day 9

If we're still together, it'll be our monthsary today. I miss you and I love you so much. I'm so happy that when you replied my message and said something makes me real happy just now. I never thought that you'll read my blog. I'm shocked when you told me just now. Thank you.

Made this card before Valentines and completed it one month ago just for this monthsary. I thought I can post it out to you but at last I didn't do so too. It's not perfect for me yet. I'll make it again if someday we got chance to get back again. I don't want to lost you. I'm going to wait. I love you baby.

Woke up early in the morning and well prepared to go study driving law with Bolo, Joey and Susan. Drove far far away till Dongongon just knew that only 4 of us for the class. LOL. So, we postponed it to Saturday.

Hang out at City Mall. It's still early that time so we accompanied Susan to Reframe to cut her hair. Starving but have to wait for Susan. After that, we went Hana for brunch. Chat about so much thing today and we knew that there's many rumors in KK about us. But we'll just ignore it. Cause only us will know about the truth and we don't need to go explain it for anyone.

I love my friends cause we appreciate each other. We don't mind about each other's past but try to solve it and consult each others. That's what friends for.

A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are =)

2009-03-17T18:23:00.006+08:00

Days without him - Day 8

It's another theme for today. The Cake Day. The usual peoples, Bolo, Crystal, Jesbelle, Joey and Jobet came to my house to bake blueberry cheesecake. I thought it won't be successful but at last it taste great too. Yuuhuu~ thanks to me this smart tutor =p

They are trying to be sexy.

She is so happy that she finally did it with the aluminium foil after trying it for several times. Haha.

The girl who is acting to be emo.

2009-03-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

Days without him - Day 7

Went to One Borneo with Bolo, Crystal, Joey and Jobet after Bookkeep extra class today. Really shop till I drop today. Bought few things but cost me so much. Something funny happened too. After buying all those stuff and wanted to have a break at New York New York, we just knew that Crystal has the platinum card and she doesn't knew that we can get discount using it >,<

More photos in Jobet's camera. Will be updated again I guess. Haha.

2009-03-15T20:48:00.000+08:00

A pretty Sunday

Hang out with Joey, Jobet, Jesbelle, Lean and Susan today. Went to Centre Point, Warisan Square and after that Sutera Harbour for swimming. Lean didn't join us to the club house due to some reason. We had so much fun there.

Having meal at McD while waiting for Joey and Jesbelle to join us.

Went to take neoprint photos after meeting them.

And we met the handsome guy again. Haha.

Took a cab to the club house after hanging around during 3pm. Fool around and took so many pictures before going to swim. I think Jobet is the mosst excited one during the day.

See. He looks so happy.

The swimming time

Such a sweet couple right?

And the another two pair is acting to be like couple as well. Haha.

Though they are not swimming but they had fun too. You can feel it through the photos. Haha.

Starving after swimming. Took these photos while waiting for our foods.

Ending up this post with a peace ^^

2009-03-15T19:22:00.000+08:00

Days without him - Day 6

Should be publishing this post few days ago but due to network problem so postpone it till today. Now, I'm going to upload bunch of it. Bolo, prepare for it. Haha.

During the last day of exam. We took 'few' photos during the break. And, most of them are jopet's so called Jolin's pose.

Trying with the pinhole scene of my camera. And, I'm in love with it.

She is trying to copy his pose but she failed. LOL

Went to Centre Point after exam. Met many friends. Joie, Vanessa and also the handsome guy.

Finally I completed this post. So tired. I'm going to continue the next post about today soon.

2009-03-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

Days without him - Day 3

Maybe I really should give up. You treats me like a stranger now. As Joey says, why should I suffer with a guy who doesn't love me anymore and saying such thing like we never stay sweet before. Never stay sweet but being together for 8 months already? Isn't it funny? Sigh. But I really appreciate the time spending with you and cherish the moment being together You gave me many memories that I never have it before. You're such a great guy. Maybe we really don't have fate to be together anymore. Thanks for the memories. I'll keep it forever till the day I'm not here anymore. *hugs*

I bought a new camera today. Finally I got my LX3. It's so cool. I'm going bring it everywhere and capture down everything happen around me. During that time, I can show it out in my blog =p

Tomorrow is going to be last day of exam. I estimated that my Bookkeeping will pass but not Mathematics. Wish me luck. Haha.

2009-03-11T18:39:00.001+08:00

Days without him - Day 2

It's the second day without him. And I'm trying to be strong. Maybe it's really STOP. But hope it'll be PAUSE only and it'll continue PLAYing again someday >.<

Had just recieve a message from Ah Lean and Douglas just now. Thanks for it. Thanks for being there for me always. I really appreciate you guys.

The message they sent to me is as shown below:

"Would it not be sad, and confusing, if love should only be a curse because it's demands could only make it evident that none of us is worth loving, instead of love's being recognised precisely by its loving enough to be able to find some lovableness in all of us, consequently loving enough to be able to love all of us."

It's the first time my tears not dropping when recieving such message from friends, because I don't understand at all. LMAO. I think you too.

Well, Douglas had explain it to me. Haha. It's as shown below again:

"Love is a curse, when you love someone, will you tend to find that the tasks and responbilities that come with love shows to you that no one person in this world is worth your love?"

Haha. I think now it's easier to understand it. Couldn't blame of my poor English but his English is just too good =p

P/S: I'm trying to be tough and strong. I'll try harder and I'll wait for it continue playing. Maybe I'm really stupid but at least I think it's still worth to wait for it. I love you guys. Thanks for all those message you guys sent. I do appreciate it so much *chu*

2009-03-10T18:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISE LIM

Well, this is the first post for me and it's specially for you, LOUISE LIM.

It's your birthday honey. I know it's still early now but I've to let you read my blog as a birthday pressie so I have to prepare it earlier.

Haha. Touch or not? You're the first one who read my blog. Oh ya, forgot to tell you, this is the only pressie for you since I'm not going to prepare for the another one =p

It's the second year of your birthday since we get into the same class. But we never celebrate it for you at all. How sad it is right =(

But nevermind, I know someday we can meet up together during our birthday.

Hey honey, do you still remember our promise for our 18th? Hopefully you didn't forget. Remember to come back and gather together.

Once again, Happy Birthday. We love you and you knew about it =D